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January 27, 2010

   
         
   

It was the day that I bounced around the forest. Privy’s full of disturbers, smelling like, well I don’t know exactly. Like the smell when a thousand people have been running around in the hot afternoon and have been shitting on the goddamn thing for weeks. The sun never goes down on privy’s like that. In fact, I’m beginning to believe that the sun never rises on them either. The sun just ignores the inner workings of places like that. Anyway it was the day I had to, for the first time. It was the day I buried my shit 

You can’t bury nothing if you ain’t got a whole, and I didn’t bring my little shovel around for nothing, so it wasn’t like I hadn’t planned on doin’ some diggin’. I hunkered down behind some bushed and did my doin’ after my diggin’, still weak knees, sore and stiff, and actually preventing me from squatting down completely, so I had to pull off my underpants or I would have buried those too. I smell like shit a lot, but there’s no need to emphasize that. Got the job done leaning to a tree somehow, whiped my muscular toosh and put the bio degradable paper (is there any other kind?) where it’s supposed to go, groped for my underwear, put it on, making those funny jerking dancing motions like a girl does when her panties don’t wanna come off that last bit of legs. Grabbed my shovel, turned around, and my shit was gone!

Shit doesn’t take off on its own, so I started for the closest person I could find to accuse him of stealing my shit. The first guy I encountered was a gawky looking bearded man of around fifty, wandering around a barbecue stand in good standing. It had a nice bar and I was wondering if I could get a beer or two, but shook my head to clear it and chase my past away. There was noone to be seen for at least fifty yards, so I confronted him head on.

“Sir, have you seen my eh…”

And got stuck right away. Read somewhere that you can’t say shit because maybe the people hearing are Mormons or something. Or those suburban bastards who think you can’t say that because what will the neighbors think? Or like when you see a nigger and say ‘that’s a stupid nigger’ to your white suburban friends and your sister comes along and says you can’t say that because it might hurt their feelings. I said shit once to my bulky neighbor. It was accompanied by a whole lot of other stuff so I went home crying. I had to devise a way around it somehow.

His attention had now been on me for at least two minutes. He must have been looking at me in awe, tossing and turning myself around, for I am a lot of manliness to toss and turn around, so he was awaiting my query with awe, but also with a dumb look the likes of which I had never seen in my life.

“Sir, have you seen my shit?” What the hell have I been writing the past paragraphs for?

The guy wasn’t disturbed one bit, however.

“Well, that depends on what you see as shit.”

“Eh..”

“If you mean your stuff, you have it right on your back, don’t you?”

“No, well, you could call what I mean stuff I s’pose, but I mean my, eh, my poo!”

I thought I couldn’t get any more direct than that. There was a flash of recognition in his eyes. He stuck his pointy finger in the air and gestured me to wait right there. He gonna get my shit! The first thing I was going to do was ask him why he stole my shit, but he came back with a yellow teddybear in a red shirt.

“Are you shitting me?”

“I am not shitting you. I found this thing two days ago back thatta way. I own this here barbecue stand, so I thought I hold on to it in case someone come to reclaim his lost Pooh. Made my own lost&found closet I did. Well, here you are!”

All smiles he offered me the most boring character of all time. I hoped to meet that bear and his sidewinder Christopher Robin for real while walking this trail, so I could gut them both and burn them to the ground. The others I would eat alive. Screaming they would gush down my insatiable throat, blood aided peristalsis from hell. I would have rid the world of evil. Instead I was getting agitated.

“I don’t mean Winnie-the-Pooh, I mean feces, crap, turds, stool! God damnit!”

“A stool? You need to sit down? There is one right over there at the bar, mellow out man.”

“Mellow out? Are you turning nineties on me? I MEAN THE BROWN STINK THAT COMES OUT OF YOUR ASS!"

So I punched him in the face and took off like a madman. I brushed some trees in my frantic pursuit of happiness, hoping to leave my adversary to rot in my unfortunate watery ditch that had given me trouble ever since I made that wrong turn on Fishbowl Alley, telling myself that this would be the only opportunity to catch some threes, even though I knew there was something fishy about the way that waitress looked at my belongings, as if it were a consolation to her soul that she wasn’t the only one who had to make desperate times a collection of rhymes. What? 

Clipped in the shoulder by a short branch broken off from his usual erect and longing size, I was spun around and landed on my back in what turned out to be an ants’ nest the breadth of which I wouldn’t have been able to escape from even if I had an airliner tucked away in my Swiss Army knife somewhere. I hoped that my would be attacker had gone, given up crying and had gone to momma sugar. But here he came, ass first, sparks and stars flying from his inner cologne, blinding me, covering me with shit. Red ants round as tomatoes dispersed as quickly as they had gathered their troops on my flesh, gnawing their way into what I told myself later must have been craters of leather. Blood was flowing through insectiairy channels, drowning kings and queens, killing millions. Another war prevented. Another day saved. 

His cheeks were bouncing all over the place, asking me, begging me, longing for me to put a tongue in it, but I refused to give up and tell the bastard reluctantly that I had no taste for smalltalk. Instead I scrambled to my feet and dove straight into his throbbing, swallowing whole, sphincters munching on their own poo, eagerly putting their own tongues on my cheeks, caressing the sweet taste of their own, like you do when you fart in bed and want your girl to smell your one left freedom. I fought my way up, elbowing ulcers, dodging buck teeth. I sat with my legs still in his mouth, using his lower jaw as a chair began reducing everything to mush with my iron fists. His teeth sank into my buttocks, anchoring me so I could do an even more proper job.

I stuffed his remains in my expensive titanium pan and cooked them until dawn. I still couldn’t forgive him for not telling me where my shit had gone. He was practically inedible, but I forced at least half down. It crashed through my stomach with a large splash as if someone had thrown a big rock in a quiet pond. Some of the acid splashed upwards, burning my throat. Left the rest of my meal for the critters. There was no need to set up camp for the night. Slept comfortably in the abandoned barbecuestand. Funny thing is it even had a privy, and before I knew it, I found my shit. 

   
         

 

   

     
   

2010 - Erik Cleijne